trouble in paradise

so starting this new lifestyle is not as easy as it was two years ago. I am really proud of myself for making sure that i am working out everyday. I have walked with Nancy; I have swam with my team. I have done well for breakfast, lunch, and snacks. I have been blowing it at night. I am not losing any weight. On day two I weighed .2 more than on day one. This morning, I decided I am not going to weigh myself everyday to be hard on myself. Man, I was practically obsessed last time with recording my meals on myfitnesspal.com. This time, I have no desire to record my food. I know that is making me accountable. What is going on??!!

I have myself prepped for a full January. My calendar is loaded. I also have a weeks worth of lean cuisines hanging in the freezer for my lunches so I don't make that blunder at work. However, I just need that drive that i had before.

I am starting transcendental meditation on Saturday. This is supposed to help me concentrate better since I have a severe case of adult add. It will hopefully also help me get back on track with my healthy food habits.

This is all for today! :)